When The Initiation Rumbles
In my first year of claiming my identity as a healer and birthing my heart and soul-led work into the world, everything that had to crumble, did.
The safe and secure job at a wellness center I was planning to remain in dissolved immediately.
The safe and secure financial backing from my husband cracked into pieces.
The safe and secure health of my body was rolled by a strong wave a covid, chronic muscle spasms, and the worst flu and vomiting episode I have ever had.
The safe and secure physical holding from my husband slipped through my fingers.
The longstanding safe and secure motherly anchor in my life was diagnosed with terminal cancer and died.
This is what an initiation is like.
We don’t actively choose the real initiation - the real initiation chooses us.
We have no choice but to allow its rumble through us, as it shakes up and pushes out what needs to resolve and clear, in order for who we are born to be to take hold.
It usually feels a bit like a living hell, with profound glimmers in-between as we awaken to our in-born power and gifts.
When we dream of a big grand life of blooming, offering our gifts, and being true to ourselves, somatic and emotional support is a requirement.
If you’re currently being rumbled by your initiation - you might like to book a somatic healing session with me.
With peace and ease,
Emsicah
the altar for my aunt and godmother while she was dying
